Day 24

My pops left tonight to go to Kentucky. He'll be staying until Memorial Day. He goes every year to put flowers on his parents' graves. So it's just my sister, my gran and I here for the weekend, which will be nice and horrific all at once. Yay.

Tonight I had carrots and hummus and corn on the cob for dinner. It was all really nice. I love freshly shucked corn.

I'm not going so well with things right now. Everything is just crushing down on me all at once and I can't seem to breathe. I feel like I'm drowning. I just don't know what to do anymore, but I have no choice but to keep living this way for now.